The end?

Rain …in my brain
Whispers in my ears
Wipe away my tears
So may fears
Everything is blurry
Then no sounds …no nothing….
What could it be …death coming to me?!
But I’m so young …outside….….so old inside…
Why is this happening to me?!
I’m not ready but...Still can fight it …
Its stronger then me …
Let it go….or the pain will grow …
She whispers in my ears …
Goosebumps ….
I’m not afraid I can do this…
I can embrace death in her pure form
She wants me …I need her...
Take me away from all this pain
God forgive me for my sins ….cause here I come…