i guess i'm trapped
this misery called life
where is the exit
why is it locked ...
it's red ... welcome the silence ...
how beautiful ...
another drop ...
what ... no ... just let me be
the perfect red ...
just one more drop
i need the silence ...
and now ... but why ???
don't let me go ...
and yet again ... you should have dropped me
i'm hurting but i love the pain
just let me go into my corner
combining fury and regret
with stupid dreams and pain
i'll make this stop , i know i can
just one more word ...
i'd kill for silence ...
for an illusion ...
for one last dream
i need the pain
i need the silence
the spirit screams
the body withers ...
the last few steps ...
the final light
and now i'm free ...
please burn me in the deepest fires
destroy me slowly , piece by piece ...
make sure there's nothing more to see ...
to morn , to desecrate , don't linger ...
destroy this pitiful existence ...
so maybe i can be reborn ...